monthly updates

so i finally lost the "if i lose this friend i'll kill myself" friend. clearly that did not end up happening but i really wanted to for a while. i just don't understand people sometimes. they pretended to be okay with agreeing to disagree on me being profic for months just to drop me, break what is quite literally my only boundary, and then blame ME for it. after being friends for around a year. wow. tbf i did kinda see it coming but shit, man. they could've at least been nice about it considering i've been nothing but nice to them since we became friends.

anyways, i might start watching arcane. twenty one pilots are in it so now i kinda have to lol. that live performance was actually crazy. the scream. that's it. i'll forever miss being at their concert. it was genuinely such a wild experience for me. i went this past September and it was life-changing istg.

i got a new touhou game with a nintendo eshop gift card i got. it's called "spell bubble". it's super fun but god are some of the main story levels difficult. i learned my lesson today because last night i kept losing to mokou and got so upset i started literally hurting myself. so today when i felt myself getting frustrated from losing to yukari over and over, i took a break for a few hours and tried again. i didn't manage to win tonight, but i didn't hurt myself either, so i'd call that a win anyways.

that's all for now, love you all, have a good day/night. <3