maggot

i am a vessel of hatred and rage
it simmers in my stomach 
crawls up into my throat
and so i spit it from my mouth 

the words they dripped with acid 
and as they melt away at your skin and disintegrate your flesh
i can see the beginnings of decay
i smell the days gone by in summer heat with nothing to protect you from the sun
i hear the maggots consume your muscles and the fat
i taste the rot in every bite 
but in every tastebud i taste your fingers in my mouth and smell the scent of your perfume
in every click of my teeth i hear your voice and the feeling of your hands in my hair

you were perfect you were pure and now your blood is between my teeth
your mother called me the devil but i know you called me god