growing up

as christmas is tomorrow, im getting the same feeling of not having the same feeling like i used to when i was younger. obviously many ppl experience this and its something a lot of ppl go through. its becoming some other day for me, i dont want presents anymore, id rather gift ppl gifts.. i dont mind growing up and seeing the world becoming less vibrant, im gonna miss missing things.. idk if i made ANY sense LOL but whatever i just wanted to spill things