𝓘𝓽 𝓭𝓸𝓮𝓼𝓷𝓽 𝓶𝓪𝓽𝓽𝓮𝓻 !!!

Today I thought about my lukewarm year and other people's perception of myself, which occupied rooms of my thoughts. It's actually a very common discomfort, nothing exclusive to me.

I found myself affected by this feeling of strangeness ? weirdness ? wondering if I change who I am when I can no longer bear this feeling, surrendering to what needs to be. It really gets tiring to sustain being the unexpected. 

But this effort is such a useless burden. We can make everything possible! To convince that we are significant that we deserve affection that we are loved but nothing affects those who think we are rubbish, and that we will always be. 

So it doesn't matter!! Joy, sadness, paths and existence will be the same for me, and for those who walk against the need to please. It's good to accept the lightness of living our essence and staying in places that shelter us from the noise and pulls of life that rushes and tears at us. And also have our asses torn up if they weigh us down for no reason.