I dont know what should I do sometimes

I dont feel very well lately. I dont know, i'm being so aggressive, upset and sensetive? I guess? I just realized uuhh I just wanna be perfect you know like... great, loved, even pure. Or I can just die for a one day. If anyone reading this, you can always dm me. I'll always return you back. I really need someone right now. But I'm sure you didnt even see this bulletin.