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I know that I still have a lot of time left (or not) but I tend to compare myself to my peers. Many of them experienced high school love (which I really wanted to experience, but wasn't able to because I'm gay) and it just feels depressing because I'm already in college I will not be able to experience that lovey dovey innocent high school romance TT. I'm really starting to think that I'll probably experience my first relationship when I'm already in my 30s (I mean there's nothing wrong with it but for me personally it just sucks). I tend to cry myself to sleep whenever I think about it so I'll probably cry again later. I think it's starting to affect me negatively and of course, I want to fix this but I can't do anything about it.
I know I just turned 18 but I cant help but feel left out
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blu crayon
i dont know if it will make you fee better but... im 20 and i experience the same, except - i kind of accepted it and i just focus on myself ┐( ´ д ` )┌ everything will work out somehow i guess
thanks ʕっ•ᴥ•ʔっ I mean there's nothing I can do now to experience high school romance ʕ´• ᴥ•̥`ʔ I'll just have to continue living ( ≧Д≦)
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yes! thats the spirit!
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