apple sucks >:-(

im so pissed because ive been troubleshooting this program hoping to return back to 10.15, but IT DOESNT FUCKING WORK. AND I CANT JUST GO BACK OFFICIALLY BECAUSE CAPITALIST APPLE HAS DECIDED TO MAKE EVERYTHING OBSOLETE EVENTUALLY SO IT'S NOT COMPATIBLE WITH MY CURRENT COMPUTER. anyone have any credible catalina os installers that work w 10,1 macbook airs??? please im desperate i just want to play my 32 bit games :-(