Christmas

This is going to be the first time I'm actually going somewhere outside of this town.  I always wanted to spend time with family, but I sadly do not have one to do so... But at least I will be able to go somewhere new and go to a beach. I was only taken to the beach twice in my life; or that I can at least remember. I always wanted to do so much. I always wanted to be outside. Sure, I like being home, but it doesn't feel like home. I like being at my best friends house because I am more loved there than where ever I live. But any ways, I am looking forward to my trip!! Maybe I can make more friends, or try new food, or see new things.  I am gonna miss my cat, even though he's so mean and wakes me up. He's still the best thing I could ever want. I hope I can actually get gifts and be loved for once, since I never really get gifts... nor feel accpeted.