I'm tired

Existing in the states in this day and age is exhausting. I imagine it's exhausting elsewhere but as an woman in America I have this overwhelming sense of fear and exhaustion for the future, but I need to have hope or else do I really have. This year has been so hard and full of lost, but I have made some really true friends that I can rely on. Ones that don't think I, as a bisexual, neurodivergent woman deserve rights. It's a wonderful feeling that I won't be alone into the horrid year or so ahead.

 All I could hope is that our communities continue to support each other. After all, that's another thing we can share. I've seen a lot of posts and videos online about what makes someone truly goth or punk, and they did have some merits, but there is something to be said: there may be a gate but it is unlocked. It isn't really even a gate, it's more like an arch. It's open, but still an entrance nonetheless. But I don't even think we should really be focusing on labeling on ourselves and focusing on the overall community. Our subcultures largely came from the same/similar source, so we are like a large family and should take care of each other.  That's essentially what I've read on all of the social medias I'm on,  but it's the truth. We only have each other and ourselves. So we should spend the rest of 2024 in both preparation and rest.

Sorry for the ramble, but I have quite a bit on my mind with the next 4 years going to be miserable, but we need to have hope and faith in our communities that can support. There are countless resources online too. I love you guys, stay safe and sexy.