Are we still friends?

There was this person, lets call em' "MD" and we were friends, are friends idrk anymore , WE HUNG OUT ALLLL THE TIME and they were in the only person in the world who understood me other people tried but they actually understood me and they were like WAY cooler than me and we both understood we were screwd up and lonely but we were screwd up and lonely together. I could never live up to their coolness and I was slightly jealous of them but we were only online friends but we'd text every day abt everything but then they got new friends and a gf and they no longer needed me , they no longer wanted to talk to me and that felt shitty. The one person in the world who was exactly like me but anyways their gf broke up wit em and their friends left again and they came back and idc that they left because I was so caught up on the fact they were back and it was like my twin was literally back and idk idkdkdkdkdkdkdkdk but then I started to feel them pulling away and they talked about how "I wish we met under different circumstances" which is so true I feel that in a lot of stuff but that just confirmed they were pulling away , me and them had been in a relationship type? Not really before the first time they left they'd ask me for nudes and stuff and I refused but I would flirt with them and try to fill that sexual roll without exposing myself because idk but when they came back before leaving a second time , they asked for all that stuff again and talked about how pretty I was and that's I think when they started to pull away again bcuz they knew I wouldn't and I thought we were atleast friends and since we were only online friends I'd revert to changing my status to rude comments about them because they stopped responding to me even though they were online and idk I just felt really depressed I thought me and them were atleast friends and idk they'd do this a lot even though they technically left 2 times they'd leave me on read for days and days and then they'd come back saying how they missed me and how they were "inlove" with me to try and get me to send nudes or engage with them sexually , I thought we were friends and I hope they feel shitty idk maybe fuck.