i need help 😞😿

So maybe around like 2 months ago I stopped talking to my ex, we were trying again & just stuck to talking to each other but it never worked out. one random night he texted me saying "I think we would be better off as friends" & I agreed with him saying "okay, I thought the same" or something like that....but I blocked him the next day because I realized that he was just bored since he popped out with my friend that very day. Me & that girl weren't close, so I didn't really mind it, but the real news came at the end of the day!!! 🫨🫨🫨 

I usually take the school bus home & my friend who is just a year younger than me knew that I was talking with my ex so when i told her what happened she was shocked but surprisingly not as upset as i thought she would be, she wasn't upset at all..!! 🙀 I was obviously confused as to why she wasn't feeling any emotion about the subject because she rooted for us happily, tell me why this girl said she knew it would happen & already had someone who she said I "might be interested in". So now I'm the one who's shocked & I was already thinking of saying no to whoever she had for me until she said "oh, it's my brother", by then I couldn't even speak i just sat there & stared at her with complete shock on my face.

After that I said, "you mean the same brother you told me all those wretched stories about?" & she said "yes, that same one" & she said it so proudly too, but then she mentioned he watched the same things that i do so I shut up & listened to her speak about him & the more she spoke about the things he's interested in the more I actually wanted to talk to the guy, because he quite literally sounds like another version of me. After she finished explaining everything about her brother to me, I gave in & wrote my number on a piece of paper so she could give it to him later that day, but she then told me he had gotten grounded for TWO MONTHS just that morning, & two weeks ago after two months passed, he got grounded again for that same two weeks. BUT now those two weeks have passed & he's getting his phone back tomorrow & all of a sudden, I feel scared to talk to him, like WHAT DO I DOOOO 😭😭😭😭😭😭!!!!!!