wh@t.

I'm like actually forgetting that I exist it's going to make me go absolutely insane what is wrong with me bru.. 

Anywhoozle, in getting kind of better? Byt worse at the same time.. so I'm pretty confused on what I should do, like if I should get some help ir do what I always do and wait it out til I avoid those problems so much they aren't an issue anymore.