Screwed

The friend that i went on a date with friendzoned me a month ago and i still cant get over her.

I feel like i actually like her more now then i did then, maybe its something about the love being imossible.

i just feel off, there are moments where i am physical in the moment, but mentaly im just thinking about her.

i ve had crushes on girls before, but nobody could compare to the sheer adoration that i ahve for her.

My friend recommend me writing about her, but then i just think about her more.

i dont know what to do anymore i just wanna be normal