Lily Chou chou

Lily Chou Chou is an amazing movie. It makes you feel indescribable feelings, lately ive been dealing with some horrible mental problems, to the point where i think of t4k!ng my own life multiple times a day, but ever since I watched this movie I've felt a strange sense of comfort. This movie is painfully accurate, as a teen that has horrible depression. I can confirm that a lot of us do in fact use music to escape reality, and the way this movie portrays is it gorgeous, the whole vibe is so nostalgic and comforting despite the tragic story it tells, this movie broke me in ways I can’t explain and yet also helped me in ways I can’t explain, one you feel the Ether it hits you so fucking hard. And all of the music is so majestic, it’s makes you feel sad but in a strange comforting way. Would it b strange to say this movie saved my life? Because if anything it made me both worse and gave me a reason to stay. It’s hard to explain, but I feel as if in another universe I’m Hoshino. I feel such a strange connection to this movie that no one I know irl understands, it’s so weird. And sometimes I wish I hadn’t seen this movie so that I would feel this surge of emotions, and yet I’m glad I felt these emotions, it opened my eyes and helped me see such a different perspective of the world, this movie is so sad and tragic. But it also shows how not all the time every1 will have a happy ending. Especially while going through mental problems like depression, people always claim it’ll “get better” but for some of us it doesn’t. Just like how many characters in the movie ended up unaliving themselves, it’s the same irl. No one cares about ur life until ur gone, when I watched this movie I was going through a pretty emotion time, and I've been constantly trying to escape my own feelings by distracting myself, and this movie shows it perfectly. Yuichi had all this stuff going on and yet he never fought back or anything, he even said that he felt like he would “drown” without lilys voice. And it shows how attached you can become to something that distracts you from ur own life. Especially when it’s a bad one, anyways ik this is like a whole yap session, so if u red all of this ur awesome sauce