.Exams R Over, Break !.

Exams are finally over I can breathe ! My chemistry exam was rough, i answered a could obvious answers wrong because i was just scared i wouldn't finish on time so i rushed myself and didnt give myself time to thoroughly read the question and think (◞ ‸ ◟ㆀ) if i fail this exam ill be so sad but i knew i would most likely fail anyways so i guess i shouldnt let myself get too upset

    But now i can stay home for two whole weeks and at least if i did fail i have time to cry about it for two weeks before i have to go back to that place ^^ so far i've watched Dexter and Steven Universe, im so closse to the end of season five already, i binge watched most of it the first couple days i was watching it. I used to be such a hater of steven universe cuz of the first few episodes but now its one of my favorites ever.

    Sometimes you really have to give a show more than just the first couple episodes before it gets to the good parts ^^ I mean since the creator of steven universe is the creator of g4 mlp its obviously great, she does a great job at making good shows, sometimes the slower parts are needed for time to process past episodes, even if season 5 was a bit frustrating and showed steven be a little more selfish, even if he didnt realize it. im trying so hard to not put down any spoilers since there are people that havent gotten to watch it yet (kinda like  me, it took me so long to pick it up and it was just out of boredom, and kind of hearing that some of the characters are a lot more interesting than i thought) i think that having a character that is relatable and interesting enough is really important, like Garnet and Amethyst are a lot more interesting, along with Pearl, they all have things they wanted to say and things they wanted to do and secrets they wanted to keep and seeing the secrets revealed is so interesting because it changes the story so much, one secret can change everything so much and so quickly. 

    Dexter is so interesting to ! The way he thinks, the way he processes the people around him and the way he interacts with people is so interesting. I love how he thinks it really makes you think of things a bit differently, it makes you uncomfortable sometimes even, "how could a person really think like this" , Then you learn his story and see how everything unfolded, even if it is a bit out of order but its so interesting too, and its only in small doses throughout but its so worth it to see how him also uncovering big secrets affects the way he thinks as well, he reevaluates himself and finds new perspectives to think with, new ways to blend in a be seen as normal while deep down hes completely different from the person most people think he is. I didnt like the way they handled his relationships in season 2 honestly, but i am only on the 8th episode of the season so maybe theres a way he fixes what happened, at least i kinda hope he does. I just dont really like how Rita acted in season 2 so far, she just doesnt seem as accepting as she used to be, but thats also from her trauma but she ended up causing more harm from trying to protect herself from her own insecurities, this isnt me hating on her cause shes a really interesting character, im more confused on what made her make the choices she did, then again Rita seems less calculated about situations then Dexter is, not in like a rude way this is just how ive processed her character so far, she more takes action when its something that will protect her and the kids (most of the time) even if that action leads to the pain of someone else she cares about cause i feel like she feels like she can have it just be her and the kids and she'll be happy. I like the show being a bit more realistic than the book, it makes it feel much more real and relatable, since in the show theres no supernatural part added on of Dexter seeing other dark passengers. i might pick up the books after im done with the show, which will be awhile since every episode is almost an hour long and it 8 seasons long. If the books end up being bad after i watch the show ill be a little upset but thats fine.

     Now ill go enjoy my break more, if i make more entries im probably bored or doing them for fun, like i have been doing, writing things down feels like its helping me a little bit so even if people arent reading any of these its ok cause as long as they make me feel better i dont mind if no one reads them

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