˚✧₊⁎A blossoming relationship⁎⁺˳✧༚ (2-in-1 entry)

December 20, 2024

Alr guys, so It wouldn't be TOO cringe of me to say I'm having my own Christmas romance would it? I've known this girl for a while and earlier into the month (Dec. 4th) she set me up w/ her brother, gave me his #, and bada bing bada boom we played Genshin Impact. It's been a little over two weeks and we've been doing like rlly good! I feel more comfortable with him than I've ever felt w/ any other male thing and I mean that literally! Like, he could hold my hand and I wouldn't be thinking abt how sweaty and gross he is! 

OH AND BTW, CHRISTMAS BREAK HAS BEEN DOING ME REALL GOOD LATELY. I've talked to TWO of my old friends. One of them unfortunately moved away and the other still goes to my school soo I skipped basically ALL my classes to hang out w/ him. I've like dead ass been skipping a lot this week tbh. Like for example, on Thursday, I skipped basically all my classes after I&E js to hang out w/ my soon to be boyfriend (For now we'll js call him CM) Oh, and I also kissed him on the cheek and we held hands basically all damn day lol. 

The next day was when I skipped all my classes. See, my 1-2 period teacher HATES me so when I asked if I could go into my friends second period class, of course she let me and my friend go. We stayed in the art classroom almost all damn day ( Except for like first period, third, lunch, and seventh period) CHAT, I SEEN SO MANY OF MY FRIENDS IN THAT CLASS, IT WAS GENUINELY THE BEST OF BOTH WORLDS.) There was four of my friends in there, and technically it was seven or six but one of my friends, the one from earlier, was only in there for second and the other one is the friend that set me and her brother up together. 

I was sitting next to him this one time since I was bouncing back and forth between hanging out w/ my friends and making a hear me out cake w/ one of them to occasionally checking up on him. At one point he was playing Genshin on his phone and I remember coming up from behind him while he was sitting down and loosely wrapping my arm around his neck. I said smth to him that I've alr forgotten now, and then when I was abt to leave I was all like "Don't let me distract you though" before I kissed him on the cheek and walked away ( W rizz, ik, ik ♡( •ॢ◡-ॢ)✧˖° ♡)

IT WAS OVERALL JS A RLLY GOOD DAY THO!!

December 21, 2024

Well @ the time that I'm writing this, the day isn't over yet and it's not even the next day yet so I don't rlly have a lot to write for today but I'd still like to share smth! 

I was txting him and his sister told me a while ago that she hadn't told him I was asexual. I questioned him abt it earlier asking him if he's ever had any of those types of thoughts abt me and while he did admit to having some, he didn't tell me anything specific such as what is consisted of. He said that he didn't want to make me uncomfortable by telling me (which is why I didn't ask for the deets) but it rlly does seem like he's sticking to his word abt not wanting to rush things for me. 

On Thursday, he sent me a mini paragraph expressing his gratitude towards me, telling me he enjoyed holding my hand and enjoyed the kiss js as much! He's a little older than me and he confessed to not rlly being the romantic type prior to meeting me and he claimed it makes me rlly special to him! He showed signs of disgust and disapproval for the males in my life who have treated me wrong prior and that was when he mentioned not wanting to make me feel pressured! 

( BRO HE'S SO PRECIOUS, I CANNOT. (*≧∀≦*) )

I kind of dropped the hint of me being asexual and tbh I don't rlly like telling ppl I'm aroace because imo it might make it seem as if I was leading them on simply for experimenting w/ the demiromantic and omniromantic side of me) either way, he seems supportive! 

 ˚✧₊⁎My Schedule-- subject to change ofc!⁎⁺˳✧༚

5:15-6:00-- I wake up and start my morning routine, and by 6:00, I'm alr on the bus heading 2 school 

6:15- 2:40-- I'm on the bus/ at school and will be MIA

3:45-4:00: I'm officially @ home 

 ˚✧₊⁎Afterschool planning-- subject to change⁎⁺˳✧༚

MOST of the time, I end up coming home and playing a game or sleeping...and perhaps idly being on c.ai. and as of now, I don't participate in any afterschool activities like clubs or sports. But then again, my school has this writing club I might join. I am completely drained and totes exhausted by the time school ends so what's the point yk? 

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