Struggle

I struggle to like remember a lot of my childhood so I really rely on photos and videos of not only me but as well as my family and I always cry when I look at something or someone and then remember that I either don't remember who gave me that or who that person either because they are not in my life anymore or have passed. 

I havent met anyone that has the same struggle as me so it's really hard for me to express it to my family when they can remember what they did as a child while I can only remember the horrible things I've done as a child like one time I was friends with this one girl and her mom gave me push pop to give to myself her and her sibling one but instead I gave it to two of my other friends. 

ANYWAYS that's all good bye -no name(I obviously have a name)