Entry #12

I went on a date last night. So basically there's this guy I like named Anthony. I've been interested in him for a while now and I finally got the courage to ask him out and he said yes. I was so happy after he said yes since I'm going on a date with my crush and I thought this would take my mind off of all the weird stuff that's been going on recently and that I could just be a normal person for at least one night. I think asking him out was honestly scarier than that guy in the suit stalking me. We went bowling which was really fun and we got to know each other pretty well. Unfortunately things kinda went south and I had to end it early. Basically what happened was Anthony had to go the bathroom and after he left, I think I was hallucinating or something. Everyone around me all of a sudden had no face and they were looking at me. I guess technically they weren't looking at me since they didn't have eyes but I could feel them staring at me. I felt like they were staring into my soul. When Anthony came back everything looked normal again but I just felt way too freaked out and told him I had to leave because I wasn't really feeling well. When I woke up this morning I saw that he sent me a text last night while I was asleep asking if I was feeling better. I just replied a few minutes ago saying that I'm okay now and asking him if he'd like to go on a second date. Hopefully he responds soon and I didn't scare him off.