december 20 2024

10pm rn. things are great! today was the last day of school before winter break, and i have about 2 and a half weeks off.

i spent some time with r today after school and we talked. he brought me some makeup as a little present which is really sweet of him :) he's honestly one of the most generous people i know and i wish i could pay him back but i'm broke and he always refuses anyways. i guess he thinks it's enough that i've been there for him during rough patches.

anyways yeah. things are going really well.

i've been talking to j more often as of late. he keeps coming to talk to me during class and occasionally he'll text me, which is cool i guess. he's honestly cool as hell and i still kinda like him even though he's not the best person. i'm fucked...! my taste in men is the worst.

last weekend was kinda crazy tbh. i went to the abandoned brewery in town with r and security came and chased us out in a little white car. it was pretty terrifying at the moment but i had a lot of fun anyways. i might go back again over break. 

instagram accepted my appeal, so my account is back up again!

i auditioned for the school play on wednesday, and the cast list came out this morning. i got an ensemble part, which is small but i'm really excited either way! i haven't gotten into the previous plays and musicals i've tried out for and it's neat to finally get the thing i've dreamed about for so long!!

my ex-boyfriend, a, has been kind of obsessing over me and it's annoying as hell. he didn't leave me alone almost the entire week until i told him to quit it. apparently he's also been stalking r [probably because he thinks i left him for r] and being really creepy. like that's the way to get me back?

i'm so impatient for christmas to come. my dad's coming over and we're gonna open gifts, have dinner or lunch [undecided], and probably go for a walk somewhere in town. this is pretty standard but it should be fun anyways!