Being emo at school

I go to a school where I have uniform. However I can accessorize. So I put on eyeliner and smokey eye shadow with a hint of white glitter under my eyes. When I get to school. As soon as I open the doors to my classroom, everyone stares at me and laugh subtly. Like wtfff. I don't have friends cause I just transferred. I dont talk to anyone. Even when I don't talk to people, people still talk about me. Becausr I have bpd I stutter and it's hard for me to keep a conversation going and I always assume the worst. So every time I talk to someone, even if it's a teacher, I talk to them once and never again. Only when I need to. Anyways being new and emo at school is not for the weak.