new years resolutions!!! + more

FINALLY FINALLY FINALLY

ITS THE HOLIDAYSSS

but that also means...a new year?!which am i excited for or no???

well i really hope i go shopping during the holidays unlike wasting all my holiday like all of them b4 and trying to make my cd collection bigger..

So here are my new years resolutions! (i doubt ill do them):

(1)Dye my hair, i have to seriously, i'll be a changed person when i do,im thinking hot pink hair or streaks currently have blonde streaks and damn hair dye fades fast..

(2) Gosh i HAVE to STOP biting my nails,and peeling the skin of my lips... i cannot go a day without it now this resolution i doubt ill do it.. i just need to be healthier..

(3)BE A BETTER DRAWER,so one minute im perfect next minute im absolute shit.. ESPECIALLY digital,i mean dont blame me i just started in june with no tutorials..

(4)This maybe a stretch,but this is the only thing i collect..(and i mention it often):

I want to have around 60 CDs by the end of the next year,currently have 12 and i just started a couple months ago,and alot of stuff where i can gain money coming up i should be guaranteed 60 well if not im such a loser ..sigh

(5)My room has to be COVERED in posters,for now half my wall is which is pretty good for starting months ago (yes alot of stuff was months ago,i just gained more energy/creativity..)and it should look super cool it does look quite cool but fully now!

(6)Simple one..but visit camden and find something ide be obsessed with,why is camden the place for alternative stuff???(from what the media told me...) OR brighton which i went 2 years ago but i wasnt to keen on alt stuff,yes i admired it but i weirdly didnt buy anything...infact i might visit camden this year but definitely not brighton..

(7)Get a new phone..do i even have to explain myself its all cracked and shitty!Im 70% sure this will happen.dont know just i doubt alot???

(8)GET BETTER MENTAL HEALTH!!!Thats all i mainly want actually!

(8)Have completely clear skin,yes i do eat alot,no, i dont gain weight alot im average,what im supposed to be yet i get called skinny,no not in the hot way-in the "your pretty thin are you neglected?".my diet is absolute shit..

(9)Try to be more religious,yeah i know alot of people hate religion but this is something im struggling with i just prefer being more religious so that's that..

(10)Start a sketchbook again,i did so much of those before no idea why i just dropped the idea...

why are my blogs always so cringy???

2025 me if your reading this,i am a horrible person

20/12/2024