laptop self-destruction

my hp laptop is somehow still holding on but its so laggy it cant do anything and the touchpad i think finally gave out

i use this to draw with my hands on the touchscreen so technically i DONT nee the touchpad,, but like :( it was easy to put music on with it

anyways im updating it now, i tried bonking on it to see if the touchpad will somehow turn on but it has not

its stuck on getting windows ready (honestly might be the lag) 

it keeps telling me to put it on windows 11 but it literally lags more using it than windows 10

by the way im not asking help for it (i have a chromebook i use for work instead) i just think its really goofy how this laptop is and want to share it painfully still working 🙏🙏

UPDATE: my touchpad still miraculously works, it just took an update, back out of said update because it was stuck, and it worked :')