free and also... not so fre3

i have been out of the psych ward for about 3 months now.. life is wild out here, i miss it sometimes (weird? idk) im free to do whatever but i dont even know what i want atp !!! started a cashier job recently, do i want that? life is too hard most of the time and i wish i could take a break and stop existing for a while.. how nice would that be, right?

anyway, ill stop rambling, needed to get that out of my chest somewhere, i hope everyone is doing well :]