explaining the sudden name change

Hi guys! A lot of you may all know me as machowski300 but recently I changed my name into ypf3953 or yuriparamorefan3953. And I also changed my pfp to Kim Pine. For those who are confused as to why I would do such a thing, I will explain my reasons why.

Firstly, this is simply I've gotten tired of the old name. I used this name since 2021 (which isn't entirely a long time for some people) but I used this name and nicknames of that username EVERYWHERE. My old Club Penguin Rewritten account, my Carrd, my Youtube channel, my Newgrounds, my own Discord, my Spacehey, etc etc??? I've grown attached to the name and the name felt like it was my brand for some reason. But because I've used this name for so long, I felt I wanted a little change of my online identity. And I felt the name machowski300 wasn't really who I am anymore. After all, it was named after a fictional serial killer OC I made. Totally not a great decision for a name, right? But I wanted a name that really stuck on with me. The story of how I chose the name to ypf3953 was a bit simple. I had to really think, and there were two things I currently like at the moment, and that's yuri and the band Paramore. Then I added "fan" to yuripararmore like that name was straight out of 2008. And the numbers "3953" spell out "dyke" which I am a lesbian and I thought using 3953 at the end was cool. I used that name on my Twitch account and tried to do that on my Bluesky account, which Bluesky told me the name "yuriparamorefan3953" is too long. And thus ypf3953 was born.

Secondly, this isn't because I want to escape from something I'm going through or other related things. This is all out of boredom and some need of a different change. I don't have any issues at the moment with people around me and I don't have internet drama or controversy to have a need to escape and change my identity. I only changed my name simply because I wanted to for fun.

Thirdly, the Mac300Bot pfp changed to Kim Pine because I feel I may not be robotkin anymore and I just don't really see Mac300Bot as myself anymore. Although I still think to myself that I'm like a robot or an alien, my desire to become an actual robot or otherkin isn't as strong as it was 1-2 years ago. This doesn't mean I basically disowned Mac300Bot. Mac300Bot is still my robot persona and I love and cherish her dearly. And additionally, I've become hyperfixated on Kim Pine simply because she looks like me and she reminds me of myself in some ways, although me and Kim Pine are simply not alike. Because of Kim Pine, I want to own so many tracksuit jackets that look similar to Kim Pine's or have hair similar to mine. I feel it started to become this way because Kim Pine just reminds me of my late partner, Kimmy. Kimmy was a HUGE HUGE fan of Kim Pine. I mean, his Discord username was literally "kimpinesimp." He loved Kim Pine that much, although he still loved Um Jammer Lammy as much as everything else. Kimmy was a great person to just simply be around, even if I never go to see him in-person. So Kim Pine basically became a special character to me. Therefore, I have a huge passion for becoming her or attempting to be like her in some way. My hair is still brown, but it's still short and has bangs like Kim's. And although Kim plays the drums, I am playing guitar (although I am an amateur, I know), and I have daydreams of performing for a shitty indie cover band in some venue full of people. I've been performing lots of pop punk songs from the 2000s to kind of have this feeling of performing for some shitty emo cover band although this may definitely not be some personality. Regardless, Kim Pine means a lot to me now.

Anyways, I hope this clears up some confusion to those who noticed this. Regardless, thanks for reading my blog and have a great day!