Blog entry 17

Time started: 8:50pm

Date: 12/18/24

The past few months have been something else. I have been busy going out to do errands or getting ready for Christmas. I wish i didn't have to go to the christmas eve party my dad's family always has that night bcuz i keep getting asked what i'm gonna do with my life. Like gurl, you make me dread coming here every year with those questions. Let me enjoy being with you all and shit. Oh, I also finally took care of the clothes that have been stacking up on my beanbag chair haha. Not all of them but most of them so now it won't fall over at least. Also been on bluesky alot (nsfw side) and I'm kinda popular there. I've been mostly talking to my two friends that i mentioned in my last entry and it's been good. I used to be so stressed most of the time because of an old best friend, but after her and I stopped talking my skin has been better and so has my horrible habits. And not to mention that literally everyone is on my side with the way I phrased my words when i texted her last (aka last year when the drama started and ended) but had the nerve to call me to talk about how she's gonna stop posting her life online and not be online as much. She's such a liar because she posts quite abit on her facebook. Her birthday was yesterday and I only know this because I went to go check my facebook for details about the christmas eve party and here she is posting about her bday party she had at a hockey arena (she got into hockey months ago, after being into racing bcuz of her family being in it, more than likely bcuz no one in racing likes her anymore for the drama she brings wherever she goes). If she ended up finding this, probably not, just know that I still respect you but just apologize for calling me emotionless when you know my tone was never harsh to you in the texts the last we spoke (as you know I'm more than likely on the autism spectrum and would have made it more clear if you asked instead of assuming) and every person i showed agreed with me. Also, saying that "At least my life is enjoyable" is crazy when your brother gets favorited more than you and your mom practically hates you, while I know damn well my father would've loved me along with my own family treating me and my brother equally. 

Ahh fuck this became a rant, I apologize to those who are confused lol. Anyways uhhh yeah see yah later lmaooooo

Date ended: 9:09pm