yapping abt myself and my day (18 dec) (tw at some point)

HIHIHIHI

so like idk what to start with saying but like ill try ;p

OK SO my name is Xina, im 5teen, im Peruvian Dutch!!

i speak spanish, dutch and english!! im not really great at writing in spanish but i can easily understand!!! dutch im just in general bad at and english im working on it!!!!!1

Im writing this in geography class btw bc my friend left this class for BUSINESS ECONOMICS?? like smh am i that unworthy to u?? no im joking but like where with max 15 people in this class and theyre all annoying. 

no the girls are okay, they dont talk to me really but theyre (mostly) not actively mean or anything

the BOYS on the other hand....

jesus they annoy me sm, theyre like rude to the teacher, make annoying noises, ask weird questions and just try to humilitate anyone they think is weird or quiet.....

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thats enough about my geography class tho, the teacher is a queen!! 

ok so ill just talk about my day now 

uh so i woke up TOO late at 6:30 meaning i only had 40 minutes to get ready because i leave at 7:10 </3 

THE BUSSES DID NOT COME ????

meaning i had to bike like 3 km in FULL DARKNESS to the other busstop and the bus was so full i was acc dying i hate it 

so i arrived on time luckily, i had time to work on some hw, fix my hair and stuff etc etc..

Then we had ML, i dont know what its called in english but thats the shortcut for maatschappijleer in dutch, we watched a DISTURBING movie, for like 40 minutes, its called the experiment or smt and its based of an actual experiment and its really fucking triggering or smt because there were people being ABUSED AND KILLED???? ON CAMERA???? that was scary asf bc of the sound effects as well it was just really disgusting, and like i dont want to continue that movie tbh

then we had just boring classes like AV, PE, :(((( i hate pe, we had like some dancing excersice, he called it moving on music, and thats the guy that would NOT let me go to the bathroom btw.....

but we were done, i had a class with one of my best friends, we read about lesbians and watched a gacha mini movie, and now im here in fucking geography BORED</3 im dying of thirst and i still have 20 minutes to stay here

(FINALLY one of the most annoying guys got send out of the classroom smh) 

like that just now happened the poor teacher was DONE or smt and send him away again

TRIGGER WARNING: $H???

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ok so like be warned !! 

before i talk about that i want to say i am totally fine rn im getting some help from specialists and i barely go through like the fucking first layer / cat scratches

so like yesterday i was feeling really fucking bad and long story short i $H'ed and stuff its not really that important why but that means today my legs and left upper arm are wishing me death holy shit every step i walk i feel like im tearing my fucking upper thighs apart or smt akdskdjl

im wearing wide stupid ugly pants and a big ugly jacket because i DONT HAVE LONG SLEEVED CUTE SHIRTS?? and i didnt feel like putting on leggings or my cute jeans because those would be like against my thighs the whole that and that shit hurts so no fucking way

so the WHOLE day im struggling with STOMACH CRAMPS, SH WOUNDS, and im getting asked to walk up and down stairs the whole fucking day and 2 for two fucking hours</3

so i may or may not regret SH'ing but like hey it happened it will happen again likely so its not really a big deal ;P

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(END OF TW !!!!! NO MORE MENTIONS OF $H)

Im just tired now and i have 2 hours to go, dutch and economics....

dutch book project as well, i did NOT read the damn book so like whoopsies i was too busy yesterday

anyways thats all for today, my irl friends who  have my spacehey dont read my blogs (i assume) and im pretty sure like almost no one reads these anyway so i dont mind oversharing about my day since idk any of u guys anyway 

have a nice day :D

[edit] i forgor to tell one of the annoying guys is sitting right infront of me and hes like constantly turning back to his friends or smt and being fucking loud and stuff i feel INTIMIDATED and i want him to fuck off and khs or smt