rant (12-17-24)

sometimes i wish i wasn’t the way i was. i wish i wasnt  sensitive. i wish i didn’t enter myself into drama as much as i do. im not the best person really. “but sage, no one is the best person..” i know that. but it hurts to hear people don’t care about me, like im too much to handle or something. just because im someone who starts crying when someone screams / raises their voice at them doesn’t make me any less of a person. also have i talked about the way i freaking hate being lesbian? im never invited to sleepovers anymore ever since i came out because supposedly im gonna be freaky with people. (im not.) i just… and to deal with all of this bs in middle school.. i dunno.