november december updats

hello hello im back here again!!

october was okay (forgot what even happened :P) but i do know that on halloweed i just decided to drink some becherovka and go to sleep early. 1ST OF NOVEMBER it was my birthday (yay) i turned legal, which means that ican do many things like go to villach, austria for my birthday with my parents and get my grandma trip over a step in the fucking breakfasto room (yes i am currently hating on austria despite Vienna being cool to visit). now i still have the big despression thats always there but now its worse. uhhh rest of noember was meh because of accident and started the smoking activity (cigarillos >>> cigarettes) but in very little quantities because i think the anxiety i had back when i was little came back (it was always there, but now i feel like i'm back at those times) and i shit my pants going to the tobacco ppl. uhhh what else i passed my theory driving exam !! now i just need to learn not to crash the vehicle. as for what interests ive picked up these weeks i could say the pAperchAse, edgy aah nazism/fascism (my political compass results show that i am, in fact, not a right wing), Alfred's Playhouse is also kind of nice if you understand it, The Grief Complex which is an aswerm pictures book which is actually very good and a work in progress. OH I WENT TO SEE LAIBACH' SAINT JOAN OF THE STOCKYARDS. it was soooooooooooooooo good (there were naked ppl) but also it was artistically good cuz you had italian, slovenian, english and german at the same time, all to talk about the lower classes (Milan was part of the christian movement but it genuinely fitted good (also i saw him peak his head out of the curtains when he wasn't supposed to be in the scene at that moment lol :3 )). oh i also somehow got better at math this year which is kind of cool ig since i always sucked ass in it despite being interested in it. uhhh idk what else to say okay thx bie

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