Why i Love but HATE rebzyyx

 So, i AZZUME WHO U MIGHT KNOW WHO REBZYYX IS IF UR LOOKING ON MY BLOG!! very popular with scene kids, mainly scenecore oriented from what i understand tho..

It's mainly hyperpop , usually a pitched up voice, Rebzyyx songs sound SO GOOD IMO

but, honestly..i rlly had 2 stop listening to them, mainly cuz of 1 thing

dude.. the kinda lyrics and song topics that rebyyx would pump out made me start to think. really bad a few years ago.

this might not make sense, but i'll try to explain it the best i can!! ^_^

so, im one of those people who like to say "MUSIC IS MY DRUG!!! IM ADDICTED" and honestly, its so tru. im listening to it while in class rn writing thiz blog. when i listen to music it can like, really effect me?? like i get the same feeling that some people get when they walk out of the movie theatre after seeing a good movie, its like that!!

so, the way it works for me is if i listen to a certain kind of music or song a lot, i'll get feelings or thoughts RELATED to that song. if you know anything about rebzyyx, you know the kinda music he makes is ADDICTING, REALLY CATCHY...and talk about the worst fucking trauma dumps ever. so,for me a few years ago, it was a recipe for disaster.

Listening to rebzyyx while i was already in a pretty one sided relationship back in 2022-2023 made me think so bad about myself, my partner, and all i could ever think about was my partner and i being in such a horrible toxic relationship... and the worst part is, i started to idolize these thoughts. mainly bcs rebzyyx music felt SO GOOD to listen to, i didn't really wanna stop, it was ALWAYS in my head. and it was definitely..a pretty low point in my life

so, although i occasionally listen to rebzyyx still, i have a SLIIIIGHT grudge and hesitance towards his music...not because its EXACTLY bad sounding...but because it gives me bad thoughts, and drags me in with the good music.

i genuinely wonder if im alone in getting these sorta feelings from listening to music, like i feel like im highly effected or swayed by song to the point its just stupid. maybe its because i have a really good imagination, maybe thats why.

Stupid AMV's in my head..

Ps: does the blog look cool? still testing out the look! :3

-Cozmite