Pretty bummed rn

So recently my stepdad did something and we finally are moving out of that hell hole.  Anyways, we are living with my aunt now so we went to her church last week.  I was kind of sad because I only see my love at church so we didn’t see her last Wednesday but I knew I would see her this Wednesday but now we’re going to my aunts church again and my agonizing loneliness is growing.  Also I might not see her next week because of Christmas but idk abt that.