Man I miss RP

i used to roleplay on and offline ALL the time, i miss it SOOO much :'3 granted i did it on exclusively sites available to me when i was in the single digits and with like ONE friend irl, but it was FUN!!! all the sites i used to roleplay on r deleted now and i drifted apart from that friend so i cant do it anymore :''< ive tried doing DND which i do love, but every time i try half the party is only interested in battle and shit and get mad at me when i try to roleplay. i only ever got to do the roleplay part of dnd in my middle school dnd club i miss it so badddd