Life stuff and flu shots TW MENTION OF S/H!!!

HAIII PEOPLES I MISS BLOGGING ON HERE IVE BEEN REALLY BUSY THE LAST COUPLE DAYS! I've been spending lovely times with friends and my <3, and so I'm feeling a lot better than I have throughout the rest of the year that's for certain!

Though sadly I've gotten back into some bad habits that I thought I had kicked but my <3 and friends are being great in helping me through things, though I really need to start trying to get better on my own. I feel bad relying on my loved one's so much they're so helpful but I don't want to bog them down with all my baggage and problems. Especially since I haven't known a lot of my fav people for too long.

This year has been such a mess so many ups and so many downs. But I've been really creative lately! I have thirteen songs that are (in my opinion) mostly finished lyrically. And HOPEFULLY! I might be able to record some of them with the help from my lovely and talented friends!

Anyways I AM GETTING A FLU SHOT IN A COUPLE HOURS AND I'M TERRIFIED I HATE NEEDLES! It is admittedly kind of ironic given TW: S/H!!! the fact that I have a pretty bad s/h addiction (I am in rehab for it though as well as other addictions but it's closed for the holidays :( but I'm also terrified of needles T-T I need to go soon but I enjoy blogging too much lol XD 

I hope everyone is feeling ok and having a nice morning, much love x