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This is gonna sound corny ash. My boyfriend and I have been together for almost a year, and have known each other for way longer... but I still can't comprehend the fact that he likes me. I've been so used to hiding how I feel around others, as I usually express my kindness with gifts and favors rather than show vulnerability through my personality. He's special. How did he make me this vulnerable? He knows how to handle my attitude and it scares me greatly. Even after this long, I don't think I'll ever get used to loving him. It's a scary feeling, almost overwhelming, yet I love every second of it. I crave to feel this.