a quick rant

I feel like I started this year with high energy and now that mid-year exams are approaching I'm losing all my motivation. I think I'm burnt out and like I have lots of maths to study and I HATE MATHS and I feel like all the stuff I studied at the beginning of the school year has vanished from my memory.  also, my attention span has been like cliff diving i literally listen to music and watch YouTube and open Pomodoro so I can focus and sit in my place and I still manage to zone out. anyone please help how can i focus more?!! sorry for the complaining 😭  my maths teacher everyone :