this is the worst day ever.

>13/12/2024

>wake up

>chronic pains coming full force despite the day JUST starting

>find out about multiple issues regarding your medical history (too complex to talk about but it's definetely worth a mention)

>rain when you have clothes drying

>your airpod charger stops working

>your phone's charger stops working

>same rain getting in your way and ruining your plans and your stupid fucking cognitive rigidity making you feel like shit

>you had to go out to take your medication (IM injection) despite the rain thinking it would just be a quick shot and you'll go home

>literally most of the places you had to go to were closed and you kept drifting around with your car trying to find the new locations

>and it's still raining

>your head starts hurting

>you go home and lose one of your lip rings when that was the last thing you needed in your entire LIFE

>you want to fucking die

>and now you're sobbing on your boyfriend's discord because you feel like shit and he barely knows what to do with this sobbing mess but you know he loves you and he just wished you didn't feel so bad

>and trust me i wish i didn't feel as awful either but mt lip rings were my life and my everything i look like an ugly malnourished child and my piercings are the only thing that make me less gross to look at

>i sobbed and sobbed and messed up my entire room trying to look after it

>nothing. it just vanished and i had to buy new ones and it'll only arrive in like a week

>my mom heard me crying and she told me to use two of her small septum rings as a temporary replacement and it made me feel a bit less shitty

>my day was absolute garbage still

>i hate living