birthday woes

yeah, my birthdays are always troubling for me. 

oh my glob, im gonna be 17!! SEVENTEEN!! THATS TOO BIG OF A NUMBER!!

it really feels like i haven't even taken advantage of all the opportunities of teenage life, and im already on my way out of it! i haven't had a girlfriend, been to a high school football game, or even had a huge birthday party with all my friends! this sucks!

it just really feels like im leading this mundane life thats passing me by, and can't do anything about it no matter how hard i try. 

fuck my stupid chud life