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Today, an honest thing was told to me, I need to start my life. I cant stay in bed, I cant do whatever I want without doing anything else. I need to get a Job, I need to get a drivers license. As i slowly craw out of this hell hole that ive been in, I can barely see because my eyes are not yet adjusted to the brightness outside. Im scared. But this is the start of my life. So, I cleaned my room and started this profile as a diary and to try and keep myself going. 
  my goals are to get my license done, get a job, and keep growing my art account. and eventually get my first art commission, and id also like a new wardrobe but thats not coming for awhile.... 
  I can do this right?    I can do this. I have no choice. I do not have the privilege to sit around anymore, I need to help my family and myself. I will do this, and I will do this with a smile.. hopefully.