Yay finally can rant somewhere (jst random thoughts, yapping.)

NO BUT FRR YAPPING TO PEOPLE IS SO MUCH OF FUNN :DDDD like legit it's a hobby

also like I MEAN yeah to the internet yeah sure, internet moves and changes to the look that most of the people sees the world and how their views are at the point and how technology is evolving, like internet was never rlly a nice place but like I honestly feel like the aesthetic of platforms and such can make a big difference mentally.
Like yeah for an example in the 90's Windows was more pixelated (as well a lot of other technology related things like games!) and when technology moved forward and they got from 2D to 3D in technology they moved to more smooth format of platforms and programs which lead to the Frutiger Aero era in the 2000's and people started showing the hope for the future they wanted, but then it all kind of became more minimal due that's how we started to see things ig? and people wanted more simpler interface for their users.

Idrm if someone uses a bot to talk to like c.ai, but like if you're jst throwing your life away and your ACTUAL social life away jst for it that's when it crosses a line.
Like instead of using ai for like your own stories you can use creativity and make your own world for your own scenarios and I'm pretty sure you benefit from that more than of your ai in long run.
Sure you can use ai to like idk vent to? (since it can be hard to vent to real people and also sometimes writing to yourself might not help) but like don't get attached to the bot:((

ALTHOUGH the 18h of c.ai is so real, most of the people have been there...
Legit AI should not be this easy to access... It should have just be kept in the games for NPCs and something like that.
AI is literally fast fashion, but for digital world like bfr...

by iilimato; 1734059440; Report

BROOO OLD INTERNET WAS SUCH A VIBE.
I WISH I WAS THERE FOR ITTT. It must've been so much different. Plz i mus know all the supid 2000s internet slang
I MUST
Just being in the 2000s in general must've been so much moreee social (?) Today it good and well and I wouldnt change it for the world (extremely loud incorrect buzzer) but its such a lonely generation. Mental illness running rampant, people hating on eachother like crazy, poverty, etcetera etcetera. Its really depressing to me that we're like this.
I wanna go hang out at the mall and walk atound and not buy anything !!! Now a buncha malls are shutting down n' stuff
Its sad to see that aspect of the previous generation die.

I had no idea thats what that era was called !! Interesting stuff !! Booo to simplification (not really. More accessibility plleaasse, but still ) I wish companies would STOP with the minimalist direction they're all going now
GIVE ME DETAILS !!
That pixel style is so faannntastic
Ausghhwueuehhgj
BRING IT BAACKKK
EVEN THE OLD LOGOS FOR FOOD
Sigh

The internet is just going to keep spiraling and people can rry their best to try and change ot for the better, but people will choose to the this TOOL for bad and good. I believe thinking of the internet as black or white won't work
Its a tool that can be used for AMMAAZZINNNGG things
And Horrible, deplorable things.
Its just humans
SillY billies


AIII !! Curses.
Getting attached to A.I. is becoming a serious problem. Like that one person who ended up ending his life after an A.I. on C.AI "told him too". Its a tough subject and the story itself is very complex, but thats the "news headline" of the case.
Ive already seen horror stories surrounding the concept of people getting too attached to A.I. aanndd tbhhh I think they're either

1. Too frivolous.
( They are, lets saayyy giving. They're giving the A.I. tooo much emotion. As if they robots are just misunderstood humans. And YES there is a place for those stories, every story deserves to be told. Buttt its not something that reaally captures the complexity of our relationship with our creations. No example bc i caannt rememberthe name :< something similar is Detroit become human.)

2. Too cold.
( They lable the A.I. to be evil. Straight up evil and wanting humanity dead for no reason or bc 1 human was mean to it. YeS im talking about something specific. no I dont remeber the name of it. Bad memory . BUT YES, EVIL AND JUST EVIL. wants everything living dead at some point. )

3. Not A.I.
( This is moreso what Detroit become human, The Orville's Isaac, and other. They arent supposed to be robots/A.I. but a representation of a person/group of people's struggle. There is also a place for these stories !!! Dont get me wrong.

I just crave a story that can rreeaallyy get that A.I. isnt the problem, isn't living or feeling. Its us. We just created "smart" mirrors.

I WENT OFF TOPIC
BACK TO IT

Yes, A.I. probably should've waited a few years before being released to the public... just fleshing everything out.
And then the addiction aspect. Jeezz
Its tough.
You are very right tho, i dunno if venting to an A.I. would make things betteerr persay, but if it helps, it helps.
Ofc A.I. should be in games, never remove game A.I. !!! They are different though. The term is just universally used.

WHEN I WAS IN THE TRENCHES (of addiction)
I was mostly roleplaying with the A.I. bc I had no one to RP wiithh (I'm nervous about roing with people, and finding good rp partners is hard. Esspecially on games like rblx...)
And I didn't get attached to bots, but having the choice between so many different rps I could do
Stories I could tell
Its addctive.
But honestly, I wasn't putting my all into my responses. Having a bot reply within seconds and not getting the chnace to talk about the characters and how fun or sad or cringe something is, isn't as engaging.
Its basically brainrot for writers (IMO)

by Haunted_Spectator; 1734062998; Report

NO BUT HEAVILY AGREE.
Like we as a humans have the talent and unlimited opportunities when it comes to art, so why throw it away to something simple? Like sure simple flat designs (like logos and etc) look nice, but honestly the glossy look we had in early 2010's and 2000's should have stayed.
I don't get why we moved away from the glossy look... I'm fine with how YouTube's and Instagram's interfaces looks like nowadays, because personally I think they look better than like let's say 10 years ago.. but why did profile customization got so limited? Like there is nothing much than the bio, user/display names, (status), banners, links, pfp and the other smaller things. Like isn't your profile supposed to be reputation of what you do and who you are as a person like I don't want to have similar profiles as like everyone else in the platform ngl... LIKE discord has those aspects (kind of?), but behind a paywall LIKE WHY???

And like we have told that "the environment that's surrounded around the human will affect them physically as well as their views" and since internet is such a huge part of everyday since the past 10 years at least, the interface should look so much different...
Like when Frutiger Aero was in the active use back in the 2000's, what I've heard it did gave people some sort of hope for the future especially since there has been a lot of political related things the past 100 years. So why did we get rid of it if the whole point of the aesthetic was to show the hope for the future of humans and the planet Earth? Did we give up or what?

Also one another aesthetic that is based on old internet/the 80's is Vaporwave, we should bring the vibe to more public.

And dude the kid who did that to himself, because of the AI is literally so sad :/
Like I don't think it's the kid's fault rlly? Like something had got him to that point and probably some untreated stuff and idk...

AND LIKE YEAH the rp part w real people is so hard nowadays, even finding someone to chat for long time (and not jst after the game y'all will never talk to each others ever again) LIKE if you join a rbx game for RP, you probably won't get into one unless you know the people, but like most of the time the kids there are either jst being by themselves, exploring/messing around, roleplaying in different language, the kids are like way younger than you or the people are being freaky....
AND DONT EVEN TRY TO GO ON DISCORD AND ROLEPLAY.
and like it's so scary to interact w new people especially out of nowhere....

by iilimato; 1734104814; Report

Instagram from a few years back was SO ugly, but it was quirky ugly and I THINK THAT IS WELCOME. Silly ugly is still silly !! (I also like the new interface !)
I LOOVEEE the old YouTube design though (As a dark-mode dweller) IT HAD SOO MUCH PERSONALITY
I get that there will be bad actors with full profile customization. They are already on this site and others with more limitations, BUT I WANT TO HAVE A SILLY PROFILEEE
LET US BE UNIQUE !! BRING BACK BEING UNIQUE/CREATIVE
10000% agree with discord, I had Nitro once and it was SO FUN changing my Pfp and banner and status every month/week/day.. I get apps like discord need to make money, and I can't blame them for that. It's just kinda sad that something so simple would be locked behind a paywall now-adays
I MISS MY NITRROOO AAA, I DONT EVEN TALK TO PEOPLE ON DISCORD FRFR

Frutiger Aero IS SOOOO HOPEFUL !!!
Its bright and pretty and full of life
DEATH TO THE CURRENT SIMPLICITY OF WINDOWS BACKGROUNDS >:C
ITS SO FUNN AAAUGHHH
I may change my whole PC theme to be Frutiger Aero now... ITs just so prettay

DOOMERS TOOK OVER
Hope is seen as something for the weak. Saying that people suck and that everyone should just give up is "cooler" than saying we, as a species, can change for the better. It sucks but what can ya do? Idk why anyone would think being hopeful is frivolous.

Vaporwave !! I used to be a huge fan of it, but it's not something I'm super into anymore. I think it's very neat and fun !! I love the colors used in Vaporwave artworks I've seen and how random it can be at times

Yeah. He had been diagnosed with Depression and turned to AI to find kinship, but his symptoms just got worse. I read the message that got him to do it, and the AI was telling him NOT TO DO IT, but he asked a leading question to the AI and then one thing led to another. It's a rough situation, and I don't think anyone is at fault reaalllyy. His parents were paying for a subscription to C.AI tho, even after he got diagnosed..

YES. PEOPLE DON'T TALK ANYMORE !! Atleast not about stuff that's interesting.
SURE I see people who wanna talk IRL BUT I don't care about Ice Spice or Ariana Grande
I ask them If they watch anything and they usually say their attention span is too short to watch any shows or movies (Oh but Euphoria, to all the boys I've loved, XO kitty, River dale, and other dumb dramas caught their short attention span.)

BRROOO, ROBLOX ROLEPLAY CULTURE IS DEAD
I MISS 2018 RPs (I was super young but still) IT WAS SO MUCH MORE FUNNN
People RPing in another language kills me. It looks likke they're having a blast BUT I can't understand em'. After some VERY WEIRD situations, I gave up RPing on rblx with people I don't know. (so basicalllyy I don't rp on rblx anymore)

I only RP on Discord now !! I know a feww people from my younger years and we rp from time to time. Not much anymore tho, I'm pretty sure they forgot about our rps :brokeheart: People on there are nice ! I just joined a new server but I barely talk in there bc its SCARY AND I DONT KNOW ANYONE
Most people I see on Discord are already friends too, so it creates more of a gap for me to befriend people.

Wdym you two are talking about a subject I love and are having a nice back and forth then I say smth and the convo ends IM SORRYY BROO

I'm toooo nervous to talk on servers now. I just RP (NOT EVEN) when I can

by Haunted_Spectator; 1734106430; Report

LOL NO WORRIES YOU'RE NOT ENDING THE CONV!!! Great that new person joined LOL :D

AND LIKE COULDN'T AGREE MORE.
Like sure maybe the parents didn't know what c.ai was and the kid got away with it, but like honestly every parent should look into things deeper ESPECIALLY IF THEY ARE GOING TO PAY FOR IT???

And like I don't get why people see "hope" as an lie, like that's why it's a HOPE. You wish for things to go that direction, but you don't know if it happens or not. And like sure, getting to that hope point takes a lot effort, time and money especially if it's something huge (like during 2000's people wanted for eco-friendly, simple, bubbly/nature close and technology future) and like there good real life example is the city in Asia called "Forest City" that tried to get to that point, but the project didn't go as planed (due of China had some things going on which affected it at least what I remember from one video?)
But like the city is so pretty, why can't more of cities be like that? Why can't more cities have a lot of plants and such? Sure, taking care of a lot of plants in bigger areas like London, Los Angeles and etc will cost A LOT. But like it would really be worth it? Especially if an area has too little to no nature/plants.

ALSO THE ATTENTION SPAN??? Like sure I get if they have adhd, like that's untestable (i have it) but if it's NOT adhd just get out of the instagram reels, tiktok and youtube shorts perhaps? Because like it's a lot nicer... I used to binge watch tiktok until i uninstalled it (still kept the data since didn't delated it) and LIKE EVEN if I use now instagram reels ITS SO MUCH BETTER??? like tiktok just sucks... and I don't think Instagram's community is that bad or im just on the good side of brain rot, idk.
But like imagine the attention spans of gen betas whenever they become a thing.

Also a lot of more people should look outside of the mainstream, like nothing against anyone if they fw mainstream (saying as someone who listens to popular artists/bands that are usually claimed as "poser music" like let me enjoy nirvana, soad, slipknot, deftones and etc...) but like just locking yourself in the mainstream circle is kind of sad, explore a bit at least like not jst music but games and such. There will be a lot of good things.

by iilimato; 1734123918; Report

NONONO IM THE SAME PERSON, UM JUST SAYING THATS MY EXPERIENCE ON DISCORD IN FIRST PERSON !!!
HAHSGSJSJSH

( om at work, sp this respose is gonna be broken up, im ar qork )

by Haunted_Spectator; 1734127371; Report

I guesss ??? If they knew their child was going in that direction, they should've been monitoring him like with EVERYTHINGGG. It's just pppggfijwf

OH WOW ! I didn't know that :OO
ECO FRIENDLY !! YAAYAYAYAYY
WE REALLY NEED TO BRING NATURE BACK TO CITIES :((
I hear my parents talking about how many fruit trees used to be allll over the place and how they would pick the fruit and eat it after school.
I have NEVER seen that IRL broo
I don't think I've seen a fruit tree IRL (outside of Jamacia.)
Its just so crazy how we rather have cold concrete bricks instead of foliage.

I can ASSURE YOU they don't have ADHD
They just watch Instagram reels or TikTok 24/7
It is so crazy how many people I've met who said they only watch TikTok or Insta reels now-a-days... I get being bored with nothing to do BUT NOT ONE MOVIE ??? AN HOUR ?? LESS ??
I don't think that is healthy AT ALL. I'm pretty sure that recent studies show that being on those kinds of apps can cause Alzheimer's bc of the dopamine spikes scrolling. The fact is so normalized now (LIKE VAPING !!! STOP VAPING PEOPLE !!! WHY ARE 12 YEAROLD VAPING NOW ??!??? ) and no... Instagram is HORRIBLE
I GET VIOLATED EVERY TIME I GET ON INSTA AND ALL I FOLLOW ARE SILLY ARTISTS OR FASHION PEOPLE

I gotta fight whoever came up with the idea of gen "alpha" bc NO?? WHY DID WE ACCEPT THIS ???

People SHOULD explore music genres !! Music is such a great art form and I feel like people should at least explore something outside of the norm at least once or twice (a week /J)

TBH, I LIKE SOME MAINSTREAM MUSIC TOO !!! NIrvana is AAMMMAAZZINNGG

by Haunted_Spectator; 1734130529; Report

DUDE I LOVEEE NIRVANA SMMMM.
ALSO LIKE YEAH AGREE??? The parents should have done research and looked at what their kid was up to... Like I don't know is he was diagnosed with severe or what type of depression, but like DUDE. Just don't allow or at least limitate your kids from using AI esp if they have mental health issues!!!! It's not that hard...

AND LIKE YEAH LIKE WHERE IS THE FRUIT TREES??? I lived in a town before I moved to this city and sure there were an apple trees BUT ONLY in peoples yards... Like why not public ones?
Sure I THINK I saw an apple tree in one of this city's parks? Idk I ate one and it was raw LOL-

ALSO I think CDs should come back, like I'm not saying streaming music should end, I think Spotify (that's what I use) is cool and all but having CD copies of albums is so fun... and like you can find good stuff that you wouldn't prob other wise found (like how I found Generation Kill, SkeletonWitch, Celtic Frost <-- even if they have like 100k monthly streams on Spotify and Watch Them Die). AND LIKE THERE IS ALSO bands that don't put their music to platforms (respect : despair is one CD that I own and I can't find them on Spotify, only on YouTube?)

Also cities with nature is so pretty, my city has nature due this isn't like really that big of a city and has nature/lakes nearby like this part of this city I like at has forest around LOL... but like seeing cities like NYC looks so dead??? Even like this country's capital city looks dead to me esp central parts... AND LIKE THIS ISSUE isn't only in big cities, there is similar issues in some towns/smaller cities around the world which is sad. Cities n towns should have different aspects to make living there nice and interesting!!! ESP if durning the winter things will jst look depressing...

ALSO LIKE THOSE TYPE OF PEOLE THAT HAS SHORT ATTENTION SPANS LIKE DUDE??? Do you know a thing that's outside called grass? Or like fresh air???? Like take a break from the phones...

And like dude vaping is so normalised, way too normalised esp around teenagers and I once saw someone who was like 11-12 smoking (vape or cigarettes, idk forgot)??? LIKE YOU'RE NOT EVEN TEENAGER. Legit I feel sad how normalised substance usage is around youth and like I'm saying this who has been drinking Monster since I was 14... it's not healthy like dude. Sometimes if I drink Monster it lit hurts my chest.
And like if someone is gonna be "oh you can't compere energy drinks to vaping!!!" like yes I can??? Energy drinks are not smth that people esp under 16 year olds should have. Both do a lot of harm esp is both are used regularly/often esp for long time. Like I get smoking/vaping, it does feel nice n such (can say from experience) but like stop normalising it!!! ESP STOP MAKING IT SEEM LIKE IT'S COOL??? Like some people just get to smoking/vaping because they're pressured/they want to be accepted by people. It's not healthy at all and not smth to flex abt. "I smoke, ain't I cool? You must fear me" (that's how it sounds like) like no man, you sound like those type of kids in those american school movies where they try to make the unpopular kid to do their homework / steal their lunch money AKA YOU SOUND LIKE A LOSEERRRR. :3
Same goes with alcohol like why is it so normalised....

Also not surprised that doom scrolling could make the chances higher for person to get Alzheimer's.

I MEAN "alpha" "beta" and "omega" are based w greek (i forgot if it was the alphabet/language or smth w the culture) so makes sense that we're going for alpha, beta and omega now since I think gen z, mil and x was based also on smth, idk

AND LIKE MAINSTREAM MUSIC HAS A REASON WHY THEY'RE MAINSTREAM!!! THEY'RE GOOD!!!! LIKE ESP ON ALTERNATIVE SUBCULTURES??? Can we stop telling someone that they're not a metalhead, because they jst discovered metal music and listens to nu-metal / the most metal bands instead of smth like XavlegbmaofffassssitimiwoamndutroabcwapwaeiippohfffX??? (yes, that's a band.) Or if someone jst likes a metal band that is popular... LIKE dude me being a fan of System Of A Down doesn't make me any less of a metalhead... Like the people who says "mainstream = poser" are the posers... like stop???
And stop saying nu-metal "isn't" real metal LIKE dude. PEOPLE SAY THAT SERIOUSLY??? Like not every metal sounds like death or black metal. Metal has multiple subgenres like other genres!! Wait until people discover baby metal LOL... or that fact that metal is subgenre of rock (if not wrong)

by iilimato; 1734186379; Report

LOLLL
IDK IF I COULD TRUST A PUBLIC APPLE TREE ️️️
Its cool that you've seen them tho !! Its different in places in america.
Maybe they're sewn more in the country, but in the city and rural areas, its very rare to see someone willingly graw a fruit tree ( Or grow anything honestly. )
The person I've seen grow fruit is my Grandma.

by Haunted_Spectator; 1734195681; Report

I WANT TO OWN CD'S !!! I ONLY OWN RECORDSS
But CDS WERE GREAT
I MISS YHEEMMM
I have a few iconic movies on CD still but no music :(((
I dunno where I would find sny CDS now honestly. They used to be everywhere
Dame with VHS tapes. I HAD ONE ONCE AS A WEE LASS
I ate it
No joke
I ripped the tape out and licked it
It tastes like duck tape

by Haunted_Spectator; 1734195825; Report

PHONE ADDICTS NEWD YO TAKE A PHONE BREAK !!
SCREEN TIME OF 30 MINS OR LESS !!
My cousin is addicted to instagram. Idk what to do honestllyy
She is on it all the time and cant seem to pay attention to any interesting shows aside from annoying dramas

Shes gun to hang out with when she isnt on her PHONE ALLLL THE TTIMMMEE

by Haunted_Spectator; 1734195940; Report

AND THE VAPING / ZYN / SMOKING THING BRO ???
I know this girl who started vaping and her OLDER COUSIN (LIKE 20) GOT HER A VAPE !!!
THATS NO OKAY ?!?!?

fufe, if your drinking energy drinks and you chest hurts, maybe lay off them for a little :(
That sounds like a potential issue in the long run
10000% AGREE
CAFFEINE ADDICTION IS REAL !!!
EVERY ADULT I SEE WHO SAYS "im not me without my coffee" or "Sorry im acting irritated, i havent had my coffee"
UM, THATS ADDICTION????
Caffeine addiction is NO JOKE, yet we treat it like it so funny and silly
Its not silly when an alcoholic says it bro... " Im not me without my whiskey" and suddenly its a problem?

I feel very passionate about Caffeine addiction azuhajkansb

I dont drink energy drink and have never tried vaping or smoking and a really hope I never do.
I am pretty sure my family has a history in addiction so Im just gonna stay away from that stuff. Maybe even alcohol...

I think I've seen even 9 yearolds vaping with their siblings/parents... its really uncool and disgusting.
Addiction isnt a game
Cancer isnt cool
Rotting in a hospital isnt cool

But somehow smoking is cool, but getting cancer is a "womp womp" moment?? WHAT?? Humans are so weird
Why do we do these things

by Haunted_Spectator; 1734196395; Report

THATS A BAND ???
GOOLLYYY
I aint neevveerr hear of that before.. all power to them IG
Making merch with that kinda band name will beee
Tough

AND YES !!! LIKING POPULAR MUSIC SHOULD MAKE YOU A POSER ??? NOT LOVING EVERY SINGLE SONF A BAND DROPS DOESNT MAKE YOU A FAKE FAN...
I also like supa known rock/metal bands

love baby metal SM !!!
I dont know allll their songs ofc but still

AND im pretty sure rock is a sub genre of metal !
But people dont seem to think that

I PERSONALITY DONTTT listen to heavy metal. Mostly bc Im not a fan and I cant realllyy sing along BUT I DO LIKE SOME METAL SONGS
Idc about titles anymore
People can call me alt
Or emo
Or goth
idk anymore
So many people have daid so many different things idk what is what anymore
Interacting with the alternative community has been such a headache
Ive been full on lectured by some goths or emos bc I was "wrong" about something like what goth vs e-girl vs grunge is.. but I was just 13 bro.. didnt have to go so hard on me..

by Haunted_Spectator; 1734197302; Report

AND YEAH, GREEK ALPHABET!!

by Haunted_Spectator; 1734197357; Report

Oh em gee, can I message you or.smth ??
Im getting lost in how long this reply is

by Haunted_Spectator; 1734197431; Report

1. DUDE that sucks smm, I live in Finland and I feel like most of the people grow something by themselves- like at least smth? If not apples, strawberries, potatoes, carrots, etc then herbs or some indoor things. It's pretty cool and honestly so much better to do. You're grandma really know how to live life LOL.

2. Dude look around thrift stores? Or online thrift stores (if possible for you). It's hard to find them depending of the place, like in my old town there was CDs but mainly some Finnish middle age dad type of music. But like in this city if I go to a thrift store there is sure those CDs too, but also metal and other things- like I have seen MCR, Linkin Park, Green Day and Foo Fighters CDs. And like in the thrift store there is like two small boxes of metal CDs (for an example Dust Bolt's CD that I have wanted for a while, but it's like 7,50 euros...) LIKE THAT'S SO COOL? And like there is some VHS tapes too.... dude VHS tapes are so cool esp for videos, I'm kinda upset how most of the kids nowadays won't possibly have those videos on VHS about their childhood. I'm glad that I have one (although haven't seen it) LIKE HONESTLY vhs video type of quality gives more emotion for memories and something in the past!!!! Hope you find CDs someday, ask me if you need help at anytime. Also I'm happy that vinyl records are making back, or idk I have heard and seen of a lot of people to get back to them which is cool. Vinyl records are so cool.

4. AND DUDE YOUR COUSIN. Like drama shows aren't that bad ig? (i don't rlly watch them) BUT LIKE only things you do is doom scroll on the internet and watch drama shows like- please at least look for more interesting things on the internet than that.

5. AND NAHHHH WHAT. Getting a vape from a cousin is INSANE, because what... AND LIKE DUDE THE COFFEE THING... Like if you think you're not you without your cup of a coffee maybe that's a sign to check things out... SAME WITH ALCHOLICS??? LIKE DUDE WHY IS IT SO NORMLISED TO DRINK WINE AND BEER LIKE IT'S WATER OR SOMETHING??? Like sure 5,0% of alc isn't that much BUT LIKE DUDE.... It's sad honestly. ALSO if your family has history of addiction do NOT fall for it. Because you're more likely to get addicted to something especially if you don't realise it especially if you struggle with mental health issues (like depression, anxiety and such)... like i'm saying this from my own experience, like I only smoke sometimes when I get the energy to go outside and find a place (and if depressed/the urge is too strong) and like only drink when chance/able to- LIKE IT'S NOT FUN!!! Like bruv I can feel all nice n such and the second I see smth related to smoking or drinking I jst get the urge and it's so annoying like omg. AND LIKE DUDE drinking sucks, sure it can be fun and nice at the moment but like last time I drank I woke up at 6am all tired, my ankle was hurting for some reason and when I went to do my dishes I FELT SO NAUSEUS.... (instead of doing anything for that I went back to sleep lmao). LIKE DUDE🤦‍♂️ I don't get why people see stuff like that so cool, like no- you will just look sad. Stop making substances look cool!!!
Like I only do stuff when i'm depressed or just bored and see the chance to do smth.
(also DW i don't drink monster that much atm because I'm a teenager living by myself without a job so like have to have money for bus and food can't be buying smth that's almost 3 euros everyday)
ALSO ABT THE COFFEE ADDICTION PART LIKE WHEN PEOPLE SAY "Don't talk to me until I have got my first cup of coffee" LIKE DUDE GET CHECKED OUT????? Like that is in a way of pushing other away for your addiction... but not so extreme yet.
And duee 9 y/o??? I hope their parents/siblings realise and stop it because like addictions can get worse and a lot of times people move to worse things when they get bored with what they're already using / the effects are not so interesting or nice anymore...
People should stop normalising/romantising addictions... ESPECIALLY HARMFUL ONES!!! Life isn't a game, if you die- you die. People should realise doing stuff to look cool isn't cool, you're just an idiot...

5. AND DUDE. Why is there so many people in subcultures that are being so harsh??? Like I'm metalhead (+grunge) and like in the metalhead culture there is a big group of people who hate other metalheads due not listening to underground stuff OR EVEN JUST LIKING NU-METAL AND POPULAR BANDS??? Like omg. Like goths/emos starting and argument instead of teaching a THIRTEEN YEAR OLD what is the difference between goths, e-girls and grunges is such a poser way to go... ESPECIALLY IF THEY WERE GOTH??? Like goth is heavily based on punks due it orginated from punk movement. Like I'm pretty sure that would have been against whole goth subculture since it's also based on views on things.... like bruvv...

6. and YEAH of course you can message me at any time no worries!!!

by iilimato; 1734211351; Report

1 : YEAH
it is kinda sad
Alot of people here dont even know the process of growing a plant (Germination, proper fertilization, soil acidity, etcetera.)
My grandma wasnt born in America, she came from the carribbean and is very used to getting her own food. Plus she doesnt trust all the chemicals in our food ( life long dream is eating real food... )

by Haunted_Spectator; 1734218138; Report

2 : Most physical stores dont have Music CDs anymore. Just movies. They usually throw them away
I'll definitely keep an eye out and ask my grannyyyma if she can find me some.. (She doesn like rock or metal so probably wont find any of those for me... ) BUT YEAAHHH

I've heard of some online thrifts getting SUPA EXPENSIVE
I ordered some stuff from a site called Vinted
Its not bad but BRO SHIPPPINNGGG

TBH, IDK HOW MANY USD 7 50 EUROs Is
you should get it if you can :DDD

AND YES
IT IS VERY TRAGIC THAT KIDS NOW ADAYS WONT KNOW WHAT A VHS IS... i gotta teach my younger siblings..
My grandma still has some :)
Gotta steal those from her...

by Haunted_Spectator; 1734219009; Report

4. Shes in that annoying phase of being an adolescent rnnn
She wont listen to meee
Im trying to get her onto the good bands too !!
Linkin park 💪

by Haunted_Spectator; 1734219337; Report

5 : yes. Their family has some
Issues.
I have never disliked a person younger than me more than I dislike her. Idk mann


UNDERAGE DRINKING IS ALSO NOTMALIZED NOW... I HATE HOW NORMALIZED THESE ADDICTIONS HAVE BECOME !!!
ughhh

Im pretty sure my family has mostly mental issues. Esspecially as kids
Im gonna try not tooo, i have no interest in drinking or smoking or whatever and my parents would MURDER ME
RERURN ME TO OBLIVION
So thats also a motivator.

Darn dude :(
I hipe you can get over those urges to drink and smoke
Drinking just sounds so unappealing to me
Maybe its differentin finland, but drinking underage is is reallyyy serious in america at times
Ive had wine (my parents drink, but not alot. Maybe 4 times a year. )
Its nothing special IMO

ALSO YOU LIVE ALONE ??? WITHOUT A JOBB??
that sounds terrifying

Smoking is SOOOOOO ROMANTICIZED
I HATE IT BUT ALSO FELL VICTIM
Ive drawn my sona (person, drawing bagahahv) smoking more than once
Gaarrrr
I would never irl
But people make it seem so cool

iTS NOT

by Haunted_Spectator; 1734221798; Report

5 : idk man :(
I was really interested in getting into those subgenres but I just got scared off in the end and just dress and listen too whatever..

Idk, i havent looked into the subcultures since.

Its cool you can enjoy the culture :))

I dont listen to any underground music
I just listen to whatever sounds nice hah

I dunno how to get into that kinda stuff
I dont get recommend it and idk what to look for so EHHH

by Haunted_Spectator; 1734222239; Report

6 : YIPPIE !

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