got cheated on

Sorry it's been a while again but I forgot to tell you something crazyyy guys. Like you know how I told you I got a boyfriend?? Well he kinda cheated...I mean he didn't actually because he wasn't with her when we were together but he was FLIRTING with her when we were together like wtfff he literally met my parents?? Men scares me...But yeah so he broke up with me because I apparently was too manipulative and crazy and 2 days after that, I find out that he has a new girlfriend...But anyways this guy kinda traumatized me  and did a lot of crazy stuff that traumatized me even more so I'm gonna stay single for a lonnng time. I mean I tried to force myself by thinking "oh that guy's cute" etc but I CAN'T.

Anyways ty byeee love youuu <3333