innocent like roller coaster fatalities

i wish i could tell you how much i want to spend the rest of my life with you. every time you go i feel the happiness from our time spent together take flight and leave my all-too volatile heart. and i come crashing down from that high i only ever feel with you. bones break and heart bleeds from a fall that high you know. you don't know. you don't know how you keep me up at night, crying and longing for you to stay by my side. you've made me become such a melodramatic little fucker who can't even keep away from you for a second without feeling the stitches in my heart being ripped wide open. you keep me wondering when this will all end. i feel like it has already. i don't know what you want from me i don't know how you truly feel about me. why don't you just say it to my face? i want to know i want to move on. lift this burden off of you and off of me. i don't want me to be stuck like this forever as you take you time to make up your mind. why did you have to add that last part into your rejection. don't keep me hanging on to this thread forever