just talking

I've just been thinking about moving out of town lately, I've been in the same neighborhood since birth and I've just grown tired of it, I haven't even gone anywhere out of state yet, but is that selfish of me tho? For wanting to leave for something new? Idk, i would just feel bad for leaving my friends and family even though my mom said she doesn't mind as long as i have a car first. ( I'm scared to drive low-key😥) But idk where to look where rent isn't hella high😭, guess I'll just have to work my ass off for the time being or just ask my friends if they'd wanna move in together lol. I think I could manage it since its not a stranger, i do want a house on a farm in the future but i dont really want a lot of animals, maybe just a few sheeps, cows and chickens, I'd grow a few crops and maybe sell it, but that isn't happening no time soon lol, anyways that' s it, just wanted to yap a bit