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I wish my brain was wired like everyone else's. I always knew I had a couple of screws lose but sometimes I feel like the stupidest person on the face of the earth. I don't know a lot about how the outside world is, I'm not completely familiar with what's socially acceptable and what's not, and overall I'm just slow and unaware of lots of things.
I don't mind being "the dumb one" in my friend groups, I make people laugh with my stupidity, which makes me feel good. But sometimes deep down, I wish I was smart. I wish I was looked up to and respected instead of being mocked and ridiculed all the time. I especially wish people would acknowledge the things I AM smart about. Like my knowledge about sewing techniques, or even my knowledge on coding or technology. But instead I feel people completely overlook those things and laugh at me for being relatively unaware.
It makes me feel like I'm being too sensitive or complaining, and I don't want to. I just don't want to feel so entirely dumb and useless.
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Haunted_Spectator
BRO, YOU AREN'T DUMB OR USELESS :CC
Just think about all the people who think the age of consent should be 13 and under
JUST THINK of all the people who think AI should make music and movies
JUST THINK of all the people who think they're obligated to do whatever they want
Being smart in tech and coding will get you farther than most people !!! THE FUTURE IS BEEP BOOP 01101001001001110110100100100111 !!!!!
People need to chill with the insults, being mean is too socially acceptable now :'C
you know what youβre completely right about that. That actually makes me feel a lot better to think about
and yeah, people are negative asf nowadays!! :,(
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