holy mackerel

I cannot wait for Christmas but I know my parents bought me something I don't want and I'm so scared to have to ask them to refund it , and the only gift I have for them are rainbow looms and clay sculptures that I made... Also I might get a Pinkerton deluxe CD but I'm not getting my hopes up . I mainly want clothes and weezer stuff also low key a fursuit head but those are so expensive           Christmas always makes me so anxious because I'm paranoid we're poor even though I go to a nice school and they obviously make a good amount of money (together it's at least more than 100k which is hopefully good enough)