John Winchesters Journal

I got John Winchesters Journal (Supernatural TV) by Alex Irvine and im both excited to read it but also emotionally preparing myself to read sam and deans shitty childhoods. im one of those "if john winchester has no haters im dead" kind of people so this should be interesting lmao. 

but its got quotes like:

1996, January 24: Dean turns seventeen today. We went shooting. Then I sent him out on his first hunt. I’ve let him take the lead before, but I’ve always been there to back him up. This time he’s on his own. Partly it’s a test, and partly I wanted some time with Sammy. Should be no problem for Dean. Ghosts of two nuns haunting St. Stephen’s Indian Mission in Riverton, Wyoming. Simple salt-and-burn mission. Nuns in love with eat) other, then discovered. Killed themselves. We scoped the situation out, figured that something me be left behind that’s now a focus for the haunting. Bible, rosary beads, some small article that’s hidden somewhere in their room. I figured Dean would take care of it no problem, but I still stayed close by with Sammy. 

so i feel justified in my john winchester hate