why cant i just be normal

i fucking hate not fitting in like why do i have to be the weird kid

i'm way too emotional

i cant focus

i cant sit still

yet every adult in my life ever has told me i'm 100% neurotypical and theres nothing wrong with me

and my sings for adhd or autism are symptoms in boys and not girls, but since im biologically a girl they dont mean anything

i just want to be norml, fit in, have my friends not insult me all of the time for no good reason at all.

Edit: nah fuck being normal I LOVE BEING ANNOYING TO MY SEXIST AND FUCKING RACIST SCHOOLMATES AND PEOPLE >_<