friends

I'm convinced my friends don't actually like me and are only friends with me out of pity/to make fun of me..

like, my friends cross my boundaries a lot and they laugh at everything i do, even things i do on accident and its not like friendly laughing but its just full on laughing at me in a mean way even if i tell them to stop, they always insult me with nicknames i've told them i dont like.

only like four of my friends at school actually like me, but one of them i'm having doubts about because she tells her parents a lot of negative things about me.

the other three agre genuinly friends and i love them for that.

i just wanna know whats wrongs with me, why can i be normal i just wanna be normal.