I love my friend SO MUCH.

(I will talk about a girl, but her pronouns are he/him)

I have been emotionally dependent on my friend for almost 3 years, I feel bad about it but also so good, I love him so much and can't imagine life without him, but at the same time I hate and envy all his achievements, but in any case I don't want and can't leave him, he is too dear to me, I am very afraid of losing him, he is so handsome, I want to look at his beautiful face every day. My entire wall in the room is covered with his photos and drawings of his oc. He is so cool. I want him to put a leash on me and treat me like his kitten and stroke my head for every merit! nyaaa! I am ready for any humiliation for his sake, I even quit self-harm because he asked me to do so 

Nyanyanyanya