idk

I’m so tired, seriously, I don’t want anything, I just want to die, I don’t have someone to whom I could express all my problems, I don’t want my friend to worry about me and know what I want to do to myself, I feel so bad heeeelp

why can’t I just disappear and make everyone forget about my existence, I don’t want to cause moral injury to my friend, but I can’t live like this either((