I have no mouth and I must SPEAK (RANT?)

I really like talking bro.

I just love speaking about stuff. I ALWAYS did, even as a kid I would just talk and talk and talk. I annoyed my parents so much with all my talking, but people around me (as a child) found me charming and fun.

I lost that for a while. After I met some choice individuals, I stopped talking as much—quite a bit, actually.

Past was the past, I forgave (kinda.) ummmmmm screw her mom tho !!

I'm trying my best to be real and talk more about stuff instead of acting like a weirdo 24/7 watching people talk or staring at the ground
I like yapping, be ready to hear my rant about my FAVORITE GAME (just started playing it but I've been interested in it for YEARS and didn't have the money to play it)

Inscryption !!!!

I love this game oh em gee
THE CARD PEOPLE ARE ALIVE !!!!!!
THE GM IS A VICTIM

BACK ON TOPIC

I feel the desire to talk to people all the time, but I just don't know what to say and I can't just start talking about random things to people because I think life works like the Stardew Valley friendship meter and they will like me less if I don't give them (talk about) just the right things.

That is pretty much why I prefer talking about people than myself PLUS I don't even know myself
The meat sack  I control is a stranger !!

AND.
I HAVE EMBARRASSED MYSELF
SO
MANY
TIMES

IN THE PAST
TALKING

Me and my past self are gonna fight bc
WHAT WAS I THINKING !!!!!! AAAUGGG AAGHHH

Umm
I have the social maturity of a child, overthink almost everything I'm saying or about to say, and talk too much

YIPPIE !!!