In this blog i will mainly be talking about my life, how things are going and shit like that, idk if people on here even read blogs that much but im doing this mostly for myself anyways so it doesn't really matter ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

08.12.2024| Hope is a Dangerous thing

First Entry in here, probably won't update this regulary, maybe once a month or when something major happens in my life that is noteworthy of informing ya'll about. So yeah, life has been treating me pretty good recently! I finished all three presentations i had open for school and now there is absolutely NOTHING stopping me from enjoying that sweet sweet Christmas spirit (Well maybe the absolute lack of snow here in germany but thats about it). Man, this Year was absolutely wyld though. I was drunk for the first time in april on an family party, wich was pretty funny since it wasn't that much (maybe like 1,5 liters of beer), it ended with two of my friends escorting me back home from the restaurant we celebrated it in. They weren't invited there btw, they just came there for fun because they were out that evening and knew that family party was there. Second time drunk was last week actually :|  My stupid ass for some reason thought it would be funny to give my fathers Rum collection a little try. Long story short, it ended with me waking up, seeing that i vomited anywhere on the ground but the bucket my parents put beside my bed. I don't even remember that i drank so much, i only took like 4 gulps or something from every bottle (OK MAYBE THAT IS MUCH CONSIDERING EVERY BOTTLE HAD ATLEAST 35% ALCOHOL). I was goddamn lucky that my parents were chill with it and didn't even really scold me, they just told me to be carefull with alcohol of that kind, especially with an empty stomach. Maybe they didn't give me any punishments because they went through the same when they were teens XD, my Mom literally told me a story of how she drank massive amounts  of wine on her youth consecration to "rinse her stomach". Ended up with her laying on a carpet, laughing while constantly sipping out of an wine bottle she had in her hand. One time i was at an house party one of my friends invited me in. I knew allmost nobody there (except my friend of course) but it was still hella fun! The party took place in the garden of some guy named Darwin. He was rlly nice and even gave me one of his hoodies for the day because i forgot my jacket, absolute G. It was funny as hell seeing everybody around you get more and more drunk as the party goes on (i didn't drink anything that day because i lost all my appetite for alcohol for a few months after getting drunk for the first time. I also smoked my first jibby that day, well, not really. Not really because there was barely any weed in it, it was like 80% nicotine so i didn't feel much besides slight dizzines, but hey, beggars don't choose. I think this will be it for my first entry on here, its getting late and i have school tomorrow. With that said, stay tuned and Ginger Out!